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Just for record.. m condensing my previous entries here .. coz I wasted time on them boy.. Just shifted ma blog


11/16/2005
Irony!
Who says it needs a tremendous amount of effort to find yourself and appreciate life?
I dont. I say please go and attend a Langar! yeah. Its a place in Sikh relegious temples where everybody sits down and eats together for free. I guess that s not the only good part :)
Yesterday ( Guru nanak birthday) I happened to go to one of the biggest gurudware in delhi.. huge rush boss. Fortunately some of my friends insisted on siting for the langar.. the food contrary to general times was Pathetic.. It was a huge huge gathering. In the row front of me ..some beggars were sitting and eating and the people serving were smart handsome epitomy of rich. we were all eating the same food, sitting in same place .. these dudes begging the beggars to have some more to eat. I could not hate the food more then I did then, I also could not help but feel some kind of divine realisation where somebody knocks in ur head and says "See .. Ultimately we all end up same.."

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11/1/2005
Diwali time!!
Its Diwali folks!! For all those who are away from home.. My sympathies :-) Its quite funny most of the people u talk to on diwali will tel u how much work they have, there plans wud include nothing but the usual cleaning, eating, puja and all... things people wont call interesting actually.. (please excuse EATING from the list).. but there's something unexplainable about it.. Just the feel of being home .. no matter how much u don enjoy the mundane stuff. Its like some kinda unwritten rule ' Its diwali, Its shud be home sweet home'

One of the things I hate about diwali.. No no its not cleaning.. Its going Fire cracker Shopping.. When u are there buying all expensive non expensive crap.. and this middle age man comes and asks the price of the simple fuljhadi and then the look on his face when he hear's 40 bucks for a pack. I can only assume the pang of pain he must have gone thru knowing he wont be able to afford this smallest desire of his Kid. God I hate going shopping for diwali.
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10/31/2005
one murder.. please
I wish my constitution forgives me one murder.. I ll kill that female who treats her mother in law like some damn dog.. people who have read or seen about this incident in our good ol' jaipur would relate to my overwhelming sentiments. I wanna use my ' not so valuable spit till now' on the jerks, God please give them similar children.
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10/15/2005
Challenge
If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals. Today I will be the master of my emotions.



Is all this too hard?
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10/11/2005
women power
Wonder if anybody has seen a movie by manish jha .. matrabhumi Although made to emphasize on world without females, seems like it disturbingly demonstrates on the fucking fuck desire in frustrated men. I was totally taken back (I mean literally) by the one of the opening scenes of the movie where the girl child is drowned to death.. very respectfully.. in a tank full of milk by the father. I m glad I watched it, feel I have the best of life. Its dedicated to 35 million girls that have been missing after birth in India over 100 years. Astonishing. We have light years to reach humanity and rationality. God I hope I can stop thinking about it.
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10/10/2005
sad day
Will miss a lot. wanna go back asap now, otherwise will get worse.
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10/9/2005
today
Had to enter this 2 days back:
Thought (for that day)

If You cant fight it.... Party!!!!!

Some serious experience sharing that was.

Anyways..

I wonder why god made the concept of socialising?

Few days left looking forward to go back to the ' Pen '